Remose and sorrow fills her day

Update : I've changed my blogsong to a piano piece. Enjoy.

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Silent words across a screen.
How could they mean so much to me.
I promised myself I would not cry.
Then a silent tear falls from my eye.

~ Lostinlove

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I hope that time will heal me soon. Maybe I should try Christianity.

I've changed the icon on the top of the page, it best describes my state now.

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Today was a short day because it was Founder's Day.

Had English test that's all about shark fins. I slept for like 15 mins before doing the test because I was tired.

Recess was damn fun. Me and Linda was like fooling around with Fiona's handphone, taking random pictures of everyone. Saw Cheecheng's new cam! Hot pink, damn chio.


Then when we were returning back to class, Caifang thought that she left her wallet in the canteen and both of us were like freaking out, and in the end, it was my precious god-daughter that had her wallet. ( FYI : Its Linda )


Founders' Day Celebration was kind of good, all of the teachers walked 85 km and more 'cause its our 85th founders' day.


Cool.


Then went to bubbletea with YuPin, Hsing Man, Wei Shan, Erin & Vanessa.

Erin, Vanessa & Weishan ( I have no idea why I kept on typing shan shan shan ) left after awhile then me, YuPin & Hsing Man stayed there.


All of the things that happened was damn funny. ( HsingMan, next time me and yupin buy the alchohol rub for you 'kay! )


Went to the library to chat for awhile before they left to help guzheng people buy bubbletea, so I went home.


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Took a nap, and I woke up in tears.


It was the worst dream in my life. I mean, the dream WAS damn sweet! And I woke up still hoping that the dream was real.


Everything that happened in the dream isn't gonna happen anymore.


I hate dreams, I hate naps. I'm not going to take naps from now onwards.


I'm gonna be taking a break from all these. No love for the time being.


Why did I even take a nap?! I was almost healing, and I had to dream of...

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I'm fucking drained.

Forced smiles are very tiring.

Can someone just please lend me a shoulder to just .... break down and not give me some weird stares?

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I'll promise happy post not-so-soon. Just bear with me for a while 'kay? I know reading emo posts are not exactly what you call fun.



xo;